I had many deja vu lately. So much so that it feels as if I'm stuck in this dimension where everything repeats itself endlessly in cycles. Things happened and I felt like I experience them before. Not just once, but many times; as if it had become a routine. Nothing changed. The same exact setting, the same scenario, the same me reacting exactly the same way as I did before even if it's wrong. One life after another and after another. All the same. Like I never learned my lessons, I remain stagnant at where I am and everyone else moved on. I can't seem to be able to break out of this cycle and there's nothing left in me to push me out of it. All I could do is this much and in this manner. Nothing more and nothing new or better. Stuck and yet lost.

I want to become a better person. I want to excel in the things I do. I want to gain wisdom and make improvements. But such changes require actions. Words put into actions. And actions are exactly what's missing right now. I have not taken any constructive moves in what seem to be a very long time. (probably too contented with my sucky life now? which I wonder why. or am i just taking things for granted?) It's time to remove that inertia and get the ass moving. This is the way it should be because in the end, even if life is an endless cycle itself, each cycle will be better. For every little improvement counts.

Given a chance to re-live your life to make it a better one, would you?